Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Nk Story Ckit..

First, nk ucapkan bnyk2 trima kasih to my blog readers, yg sudi bg semangt dan sokongan pd aku..mungkin ader yg phm n mungkin ader yg blur ape bende la maslh aku sbnrnya..xper la..juz keep reading this entry sampai habis yer..n mungkin korang akn pham pastu..tp sblum tu mintk maaf jugk kalu tetiba tgh syok bc psl my preparations tetiba kuar entry yg xsepatutnya..so sorry..

actually smlm rase sgt sedih..why? alkisahnya ptg smlm, chat ngn k.liza *yg spttnya jd kakak ipar,tp xder jdh..but we r still close*..ngadu kt die..aku xsuke my wedding date..*ni korg sure tau kalu dh bc entry lepas*..n she tried to comfort me..by offering to help..she said she'll call my father..n last nite, she did..rite after the conversation with my father, she called me..what i can tell here, seems no other choices to change the date..uwaaaaa im very dissapointed..die pun try pjuk my father..n tell my mom to persuade him too..dipendekkan cerita, k.liza pjuk aku jugk..suoh sabar bnyk2, buat solat hajat bnyk utk lembutkan hati..masih ada masa..hurm ader lg insan yg memberi sokongan..

then after i had a conversation with her, i told fahmi that i feel hopeless, tension n so on..n he as usual, alwaiz trying to calm me down..he said:

" we are on this together..its not like all dis probs r just on u alone"

die suoh aku sabar..dan katanya lg.."mungkin ader hikmah ats seme yg berlaku..maybe kiter xtau n xnmpak lg.."ok..aku try utk sabarkan diri aku..semyg hajat..luahkan segala yg terpendam pada Yang Berhak..n i try to sleep early..but then i cant sleep..i kept thinking n thinking..mengadu lg pd fahmi..n he said " juz keep istighfar untill u fall asleep..sabar byk2..
and alhamdulillah, it works..

so ape yg blh aku cakap kt cni..im very grateful to have a person that alwaiz be my side when i need the most, yg bolh mendengar dan boleh membantu..n hopefully that all the bride-to-be outside, ur partner will be at ur side dalam senang or susah sbb itu pling penting..like william shakespeare said.."the web of our life is of mingled yarn, good and ill together"

3 comments:

nanonano said...

owhh psl hr big day tu ehh..
ye la.. org yg bace ni pun fhm prasaan akak cmne,
aduii xtao nk ckp gane da..
kite same2 doa agar family dilembutkan hati &
blh bertolak ansur sket psl tarikh tu nanti k..
:)

Suraya Jafar said...

yes..betul ckp na tu.. sue pun fhm gak camne perasaan akak..nk membantah tu parent..nnt jd derhaka plak..lg2 la hal nk membina rumah tangga nie..bila ada redha n restu mak ayah, redha Allah pun kita peroleh jugak.. insyaAllah keluarga akak nnt sentiasa dirahmatiNya.. akak sabar yer.. teruskan berdoa lg..

Anonymous said...

nano:erm berdoa jer la..n kalu tu yg terbaik, terima jer la

suraya:tu la..kang kalu bntah bnyk2, takut jadik laen..belajar utk pasrah n redha